RIP mi abuelita <3 / need a haircut
my grandmother died today. she was such a great person. when i lived back home i always felt like crap because i never knew enough spanish to hold a conversation with her. i wanted to learn so much about my past but was always too nervous and embarrassed to talk to her. it's a weird kind of relationship, i know, but that's just how it was. it's hard to explain. dammit. i never knew my grandfathers because they both died before i was born. i barely knew my dad's mom, so i was closest with mi abuelita. no one close to me has ever died before. it's a weird feeling.

i'm trying to decide how to get my hair cut this saturday. i might bring in this photo because, of all the haircuts i've gotten this past year, this has been my favorite one. i'm gonna ask them to add in some new bangs, too. mine are all grown out again. so tempted to ask for a really dark deep red like i had sophomore year. was it sophomore? i think it was. i'd show you but all those pics are on my old pc and it's sitting downstairs in our bedroom unplugged gathering dust. i should back those photos up before it stops working.